Forgivness

I had a childhood friend named Priscilla (we use to refer to one another and the best friend in the whole world) since I was four years old, (I took a lot of crap for this girl, lots!) we held on to our friend even through her mom's spontaneous marriage and move to Ireland. When Priscilla and her mother returned they moved to San Diego, we reconnected and had been in regular contact until 2003. When my mother passed away I contacted her, but she was not home so her mother was going to relay the message. (Our mothers were good friends) Needless to say I never heard from her and neither of them showed up to the services. I was so hurt and upset by her neglecting me when I needed her the most. I often wondered why she dropped of the face of the planet and never reached out to me. I'm not one to forgive easily and I do hold on to hurt done by others. It's a bad trait but oh well!



Occasionally I have done a search on facebook or myspace to see if I could find her to get the closure I deserved. It finally happened to find her. I sent her a message and she added me as a friend. Apparently I was not the only one thinking about her poor behavior towards our friendship!



The first thing she posted was an apology for not being there for me and asking for forgiveness. Wow, that's my initial reaction! I do not forgive someone that quickly. So I responded to her saying I feel that you owe me an explanation on why you abandoned me. I also wrote that I do want to be friends again, but I need closure first. She responded with there is no explanation to justify her abandonment to me and our friendship but, she was struggling with depression and could not get out of her pit let alone be there for someone else.

I'd like to truly think and believe that if the tables were turned I would not EVER turn my back on a friend when I am need most. In fact I know I don't when my friends have lost a parent I have been by their side to help in any way possible! When I am needed I drop what I'm doing and become available. It's a struggle for me to understand it. So I got my closure and it's not satisfying but, I guess I will just forgive her (I will keep my guard up to keep my heart protected) Trust will need to be earned I don't had it out like sticker!

Bridesmaid!

OMG! I'm going to be a bridesmaid in Bu's wedding!!!

I'm so excited! I'm truly honored that she asked me to be in her wedding. I am looking forward to sharing her special day with her!! I will do w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r it takes to make sure it's one of the best days of her life! She is such a sweet girl and deserves nothing but the best! She's the greatest friend that a girl could have!! Everyone should have a Bu in their life, but you can not have mine!!

I love you Bu!!

Farmers Market

I love farmers markets.

Support your local farmers people!

I spent a whooping five dollars and got all of this:

fresh delicious vegetables!

The negative side of living alone!

1. When you lose something there is no one to blame! (remote where are you??)

2. When you forget to grab a towel before taking a shower there is no one to call for to garb one for you (drip drying takes f-o-r-e-v-e-r)

3. When you go to the bathroom and realize you didn't replace the toilet paper, there is no one to call for to grab you a new roll (drip drying story of my life, lol)

4. When you go to take a shower and realize you didn't replace the bar of soap, there is no one to call for to grab you a new bar (I'm glad my shampoo smells good)

5. Nobody is splitting the rent with you (budget WTF is that?)

6. When your place is a mess, you're responsible for cleaning everything (maid??)

7. You have to cook your meals (so sad)

New Bike

I took a vote to see if I should purchase a bike. According to my calculation of all my voters I need to get it! There is just one minor condition. . . I will only ride the bike in public if I get to leave all the tags on the bike like the cool kids do with the baseball hats!

Do we have a deal or what?

So I got this awesome pink roxy bike and I love it!

Organic plum!

I was eating a plum during lunch today and when I looked down after I ate 1/2 of it, I found a a worn wiggling around. Yuck! I could not help but vomit instantly! I do not want to eat organic fruits or vegetables e-v-e-r again, ughhh! At least it was not half a worm, I think I would of passed out!

Bu though it was awesome, Kathy just laughed and Precy assured me it was protein! Thanks ladies!

When I got home I took a four hour nap, it was traumatic!

It's My 2 Year Anniversary @ The Firm!!

My wonderful boss gave me these beautiful flowers for my two year anniversary! It was so sweet of her! She picked them from her garden! Crazy huh?? She's got one kick ass green thumb!

Thank you so much Kathy!

I was stopped by so many people on my way home from work. I don't think I have ever received so many compliments for flowers in my life. They were a huge hit!

My Bu gave me an awesome card that was so funny! I also got a cute pair of pink hoop earrings. Thank you so much Bu!

Of course the haters were talking shit about it! I could careless what they think. If they put a reminder on her calendar I'm sure they would get flowers too! LMAO! Ha!

Batman Wedding

This is my friend Jenn & Raymond batman wedding! Costume were required in order to attend the wedding. Pretty neat. It was so fun!

What a beautiful day! The venue!


The ceremony!

The wedding of Catwoman & Batman!


The Newlyweds


Me, Frankie & Nicole


Me & Jenn

Me & Frankie

Rock'n the wonder woman costume! Ha!


Nicole & Frankie rock'n the rainbow brite & superman costume!

The cake! OMG it was so good!


Congrats Jenn & Raymond!

Watching Kirby & Frankie.

Happy 4th Anniversary to Nicole & Justin!

I offered to babysit so they could go out and celebrate good time! So Lexi (Nicole's mom) & I babysat the boys! I was in charge of Frankie & she was in charge of Kirby. Not a bad deal!

Justin, Frankie & Nicole

Frankie relaxing as usual. That's all he does, it must be nice!

Kirby needed a good nap!

Kirby enjoying some cartoons & chicken nuggets!

Justin trying to sell his second born! It was hilarious driving up to the house to find him outside with a "Baby for Sale" sign.

Me & Frankie

Seahawks vs. Raiders

Bu & Nate meet up for some pregame beer & snaks! Yeah!
Bu is so cute!


The game


IDK


My friend Branden & I

Qwest Field with an awesome city view!

The Seahawks won! Ha!